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to whom (it might, concern)
thursday, may 21, 2020 10:56pm EDT
to write a grant |or| just to say:

dear “to whom it might concern”:

heeello dear college,

today i write you with the most urgent request (!!); we must (re)vitolize our community. thus i put forward a task of most important auditory stimulation.
i shall hence fourth elect to put forward motionz of sending our most elite (aka any-mother-fuck-that-wanna-be-out) be sent into low-orbit via helicopter over manhattan. (hey kidz wanna soundtrack that will make you wanna run out an buy a gunn (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jhYQIGta0yw; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oa3fDOY3TBs))

fuk it, we gonna run this shit weekly. one day-till-the-next.

essential workerz will be some person holding a loudspeaker and some other person tellin’ you about all that mechanical stuff.

see attached budget for loudspeaker, microphone, helicopter rental, human exploitationz.

thursday, may 21, 2020 10:50pm EDT
try {
} catch(e) {
  REGRETZ += 1;
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thursday, april 12, 2020 9:45pm EDT
thompson twinz
shout at dad
follow collin
pull earlobe
flush them
hit desk
pick up book
throw tea
weary giantz of flesh & steel
thursday, april 7, 2020 8:58pm EDT
an xious
where to contain my own _______
and then find suitable disposal
and a suitable suitor
suited for suitable disposal

what is there to know about rhythm
i just try and listen
to it
for it
with it
and somehow i know when
the time is right
and that’s not right now

recently freaked out about something i threw away a while ago
like, did i fuck up
and it doesn’t even matter cuz all that’s gone now
but not really

i might have picz
i still remember it
and it probably hasn’t decomposed yet
self-induced drudgery
pull off the slag
lick it all off
ow as in ouch

wanna use all the stuff outta the tube

love in a tube lookz like |<3<3<3==
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saturday, july 20, 2019 5:58pm EDT
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zomg okayøøøsddsds

To disable the internal keyboard of a portable Mac:
sudo kextunload /System/Library/Extensions/AppleUSBTopCase.kext/Contents/PlugIns/AppleUSBTCKeyboard.kext/ 
The internal keyboard is then disabled, external keyboards will still work.
To re-enable the internal keyboard of a portable Mac:
sudo kextload /System/Library/Extensions/AppleUSBTopCase.kext/Contents/PlugIns/AppleUSBTCKeyboard.kext/




1. (a) list (for) all (of) the time; a manual;
2. find a dumpster; find food; find yrself;
3. zip tiez, like, the really big zip tiez, probably need like 4 to 6 & some thick plastic bagz
4. helium doesn’t feel like suffocating {{citation needed}}
5. remember a typewriter (maude) 
6. bawdy bob mackie gown (don’t tell anyone yr exit plan)

wtf does a good note do, for me anyway
how fast is too hard; how slow is too soft;
but, like, word play: who r u
what to do here, or there, or whenever u like
on making movement: on making sound: on making discussion:
on collaboration or whatever 
make a form that people like ohyeah, make what people like
on keeping to yrself: hmm u sure? 
on relative structure: watch out for recursion
and again, on what to do: «…» 

“so, whose perceptual problem is this?” 
        recorded in 2017 @LACUNA in portland, oregon
        3dwardsharp & twon moss
download ZIP
archive.org playlist
youtube playlist
«death & respiratory distress»
or also i’m like, nah, imma see old
death can be comfortable 
just gotta wear it right (i know, right?) 
you know what they say about people who talk to catz? (i hope it’s not true.)
homesexualz & vicodin 
you’re necessary
blood stainz
my blood
your necessary 
blood stainz
my blood
sit, stand, sit, stand
sheridan lounge
divorced, without children, after
*** drinking became a problem

***** ***, * *** **** ** ** **** ***** ****

it is believed that ** took shelter in
the used-car lot and died a few 
dayz later of *** injuriez 

chargerz were later dropped as the prosecution
decided that *** did not participate in the crime 

- - - 

going home to a jail cell t'nite 
four white guyz at the watering hole 
say **** ***** **** ** ******
the prosecution decided that *** did not
participate in the crime
four white guyz stuff him in the trunk

dam that sheridan is sure fine

waking up in the trunk

dam that sheridan is sure fine

blood spillz onto the dance floor
somebody's gonna need
to clean that up

four white guyz put 'em in the cab
and left 'em on the lot
ain't nobody gonna buy that truck
what's wrong with your face?
gimmie a beer.

waking up in the trunk

dam that sheridan is sure fine
jenny holzer
ruin your fucking self before they do. otherwise they'll screw you because you're a nobody. they'll keep you alive but you'll have to crawl and say 'thank you' for every bone they throw. it's better to stay drunk or shoot junk and be a crazy fucker. if the rich guys want to play with you, make them get their hands dirty. send them away gagging, or sobbing if they're softhearted. you'll be left alone if you're frightening, and dead you're free! you can turn the radiant child into a reflection of the shit you were meant to serve.
walk around the perimeter
erase without destroying
bitcoin transaction. do it, xfer some crypto currency 
plan a party
call a random phone number 
fill out a comment card 
1bangr_00.mp3 1bangr_01.mp3 1bangr_02.mp3
get a better name a/v: batt-op audio recording device & tripod/friend video recording device (note: minimum 2 devicez). start record at same time, wander. upload footage to the interwebz as yr better name/moniker/internet_handle thank yoursel(f)(vez)
༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ
publish 1 minute of audio/video, don't think about it too much.
what about a photo? 
maybe just a little dance & little ditty? 
a few linkz might save yr life.
fingerz == okay
camera == heating up
voice == p good
brain == ai on fire
tape loopz:
1. “people like you. you like people.”
2. “there’s something wrong with you, nobody likes you. you’ve got serious problems.”
3. “you feel friendly towards people. you like to feel intimate with others. you can get along with people by being yourself. you feel neat and tidy. if you see paper on the floor, you pick it up.”
4. “do you realize that you are a very hostile person? do you know that you are hostile with the nurses? do you know that you are hostile with the patients? why do you think you are so hostile? did you hate your mother? did you hate your father?”
june 10, 2018, 8:25pm EDT
to insert or to put
or between

has a line stretched out
next to the street
come on up &
have the meds
and stand in traffic
on this
official thrill corner

clandestine industries 
would simply faint, 
would simply burp 
swallow the rich, 
well that’s not true. 
we know now. 
swallow the rich, 
well that’s not true.
no. no. no. 

announcing their intention
to out-doom any neon slag
connecting room back at the inn

bottoming out
the gore stays down

vapid pain relief.


get your dick up
strap your fucking dick up


strap your handz down
where you want my scarz
force your fist in
to my fucking dreamz 
yeah ah ah ah ah


carve out the temple of the dupe
fill the hole in the dupe 

blood on my face 
blood on my waist
blood on my face 
blood on my waist
blood on my face 
blood on my waist


paper currency
put it on the 
government grave


removing clothes
fuck a thief
and success
are not a spectrum
saturated but you ain’t gotta worry about me 
ya got yr own,